People who control themselves are always nervous because they are still a mess inside, If you are unfettered, mobile, alive – then you are not nervous or anxious. It is not a question of your nervousness –whatever will be, will be. You have no expectations for the future, and you are not a performer. Then why are you nervous?
A person has to remain cold and frozen in order to control the mind, in order to prevent any vital energy from moving in his limbs, in his body. If the energy is allowed to move around, then everything that has been suppressed before will come to the surface. That is why people have learned to stay cold, to touch others without touching, to look at others without seeing them. People regularly use cliché phrases like “Hello! How are you?” without actually caring. We do all of that to avoid a real meeting of two people. People don’t look into each other’s eyes, don’t hold hands, they don’t try to feel each other’s energy, they don’t allow each other to get angry, they are always scared – controlling, cold and dead, living in a straitjacket.
Sometimes control could be appropriate, but if we allow it to manage our lives, we will become absolutely cold and tough. The body of the person on this card is enclosed in a pyramid of angular figures that fully surround him. Flecks of light sparkle on their shining surfaces but do not penetrate them. He is like a mummy inside this structure, which he built around with his own hands. His fists are clenched, and his gaze is empty, almost blind. The lower part of his body is hidden under the table, which resembles the edge of a knife, a blade that cuts him off and separates him. His world is predetermined and perfect, but he is not alive – he cannot allow himself any spontaneity or vulnerability.
The image of the King of the Clouds reminds you that you need to take a deep breath, loosen your tie and stop taking everything in life too seriously. If you make mistakes – it is normal. If things got a little out of control, then this is probably what you need. When this happens, you become much closer to life than when you try to control everything.